~When I'm no Longer needed~

Did you ever felt it?

A lonely feeling,

such as you're not needed anymore.

such as you're an outsider

such as you're not even in the memory

Did you ever felt it?

Really really felt it?

It is as you're like a pick up truck

A pick up truck that saying,

" I'm here. If you need me,just call me and I'll be there"

Is that all I can be?

What a useless friend I am

What a sad friends I had

What a pity self of me

Worthless!

This feeling of sadness

Can't be healed just like that

Even the magical word 'sorry',is useless.

In fact, maybe I'm the one who should apologize.

For being an intruder

For being oversensitive

For being caring

and for being busybody

I mistakenly thought that I am the best friends ever.

Heh, but that's a lie

Waking up from dreaming,

I will face the reality.

The reality of what I am worth for..