Changing the trademark

trademark? acc,it juz my blog's trademark. I'm changing it from sweetynickie to~ metodplay me ~ as myself tod ~ as alone (well, as far as i know) play ~ as I'm writing in dis blog. play as my act in dis blog. see? I like it and no mater what it is, you have to love it too! especially you atin! dat's all my 'play' for today. bow...and,thank you...=)

mY rEsEaRcH

tomorrow dah kena submit proposal..well, supposed to b today as now is 0103 AM. I'm very tired. Penat badan, penat mind, penat perasaan. untuk hari ni jer, rase mcm banyak sangat dugaan n keperitan yg kena hadapi. and even sampai dis moment pun, proposal ni x settle lagi. So cmne ni? How can I finish it right on tym? dalam hati ni ade jer perasaan cuak. Scared if Tuan Haji naik angin if we don't submit it to him hand by hand. For now on, I just can pray and tawakkal je for d best. I'm trying my very best here and there so that dis proposal looks perfect. Soryy guys (my group member) if I don't reach your high xpectation. I know you guys not feeling so well. Sorry again k. I try the hardest and only dis I can present to you. Hope you'll accept it. Anyway, I got so many new xperience by joining dis group. 0135 Wednesday

New things..

New things...this is kind of new for me. Well, today kelas go on as usual. but then, things dat kind of attractive is I got my project's title. It's look like fun but then, deep inside, it's horrible. Its sound like ' young women marrying older man' It's a trend nowdays, for young girl (such s me) marrying and dating with men that 1o-year or maybe more than dat. kenapa? Ha...dat's the question...ask who? Title tu agak mendera perasaan and emosi skit. But then, tjuk ni memang menarik. And I know, ramai org akan berminat jawab questionnaire nanti. somehow and anyhow, proposal for this project must be submitted dis wednesday. and I just got the title, dis morning! So, be ready for traffic jammed in my head...

hEpi bElAtEd nEw yEaR.

Hepi belated new year to me...today's 10 jan of 2010, meaning...it's already 10 days from new year.. What did I do for this past 10 days?Well,gOd knows.. Nway, for dis new year, I really2 hope dat I'll lead a better way of life n be +ve in everything. In other words, I hope I can be a more matured lady. Even I know, that, it's IMPOSSIBLE! I'm getting older. I'm suppose to be old-in-mind too..But then, nothing's changing. Im just the plain me. (The plain me is) : a) badmouth 'bout others b) hard-headed c) cold-hearted (on certain thing, but mostly is) d) alwys thinkin' dat I'm d best e) lonely...(d saddest thing ever) f)many others bad attitude dat suppose 2 b vanished 4evr I have to change. Must! But dat just like a thousand-years later. Can anyone help me to change? please, please...I'm begging for someone. No...I have to change by myself. Dat's the 1st rule ever in changing a bad thing to something better. which means, I have to 'muhasabah diri' and repent for all my bad deeds. Ya Allah..please, bless me with all your love and help me in changing myself for dat's the only way for me to be nearer as possible to your heaven's door...Aminn....